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  • ellariasand posted an update in the group Group logo of Sex & MusicSex & Music 11 years, 9 months ago

    So, it looks like my Bicycle Experiment has reached its conclusion. The short version is I developed feelings (mostly of the mad, green-eyed possessive sort), he… didn’t.

    Fortunately, I have the knowledge that I could walk into any bar in town and probably find a suitable replacement and the music of Tom Waits.

    • Big hug!

    • Big kiss. You’re out there living it, and that’s everything. Probably still hurts now, bit I saw a quote today: “Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness.”

      • Thanks, Mallory and Mr. X. If anything, I’ve learned how to be more impulsive and forthcoming in taking what I want. Also, I’d rather have it out now than wait it out three months to find out that he hadn’t invested as much emotionally in our arrangement as I had.

        I guess I shouldn’t mistake tenderness in private for actual intimacy, considering how he would shrink from me in public, yet still find it necessary to practically rub his dick all over every hot girl at the bar. There is a green-eyed monster that dwells in me that I keep well-chained. However, there is only so much anyone could stand before the chain snaps.