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osted an update in the group Your Experiments 12 years, 4 months ago I’m a single mother, who gets Experimental with herself from time to time. I choose not to have a partner at the moment, but there are some days where I would love to feel teeth on the side of my neck… a tongue on the line where my toes meet the soles of my feet…. but I digress. 🙂
My experiment lately has been to see how far I can push myself to go. I’ve discovered that I love taking my toys shopping. My rabbit vibe has a cordless remote, and although it’s slightly uncomfortable to manage with it deep inside me while sitting, its fabulous to be walking around with, being held in place by two pairs of panties. I usually switch the controller to my favourite setting, *pulse……pulse……pulse……pulse…..* then drop it out of reach into my handbag, and go grocery shopping. There is NOTHING better than walking through the store leaning over the handle of the shopping trolley, browsing the shelves, walking past attractive men and women, flirting, and having your clit mercilessly buzzed relentlessly by a rabbit! It’s totally devine! I haven’t made myself cum in public yet, but the tease is fantastic, and denying the orgasm till later ALWAYS makes it more earth shattering. I think one guy sitting near me in the food court the other day could tell something was happening, cos every time he looked over at me, i was thinking dirty thoughts, and he’d catch me looking at him, or biting my lower lip and grinning…
I’m totally not the most attractive person in the world.. I’m of similar size to Roseanne Barr and therefore I have confidence issues when approaching men. But there is one bus driver here locally I want the attention of. Don’t know his name though. I have plans for him that don’t involve schedules and bus passes. 🙂
Love this description. I’m vividly picturing you buzzing down the aisles of the supermarket like a horny bumblebee and will be very eager to see where that Magic Bus(driver) might take you. Well done.
With the bus driver, I’m not sure how far I will go. He’s on my route quite a bit, and if he totally rejects me, then it will be awkward for both of us when he pulls up and I have to get on the bus. I want to give him the poem I wrote, but anonymously so that if I don’t hear from him via the email I set up with no names, then all he knows is the name “A Willing Passenger”. My original plan calls for “oh look what I just found stuffed down beside the seat!” but I’m nervous about that as well. I know he will naturally suspect me, so I will have to be very careful how I act the next time I see him.
Thank you for sharing this… The part that I always find amazing is the notion that ones sexuality is such a real thing and there are endless ways that it can be expressed (both in real life and through fantasy). It is courageous to put yourself out there and admit how you are sexual and hopefully you will find it empowering to know that there are others out there just like you thoughtfully exploring their own brand of sexuality. That is part of the beauty of this forum, you are likely not to be judged (or at least I have never seen any judgement from others) and the creativity and desire to push both fantasies and realities are healthy and rewarding for us all. I for one find it pretty damn hot knowing that there are people everywhere I look who are having those deliciously naughty thoughts or feeling the relentless stimulation of remote control rabbit buzzing inside of them as they go about their daily routines. Bravo. I look forward to hearing more about the ways that you actually satiate your own sexual wants and needs and hope that I and others can inspire you with our own creative tales and encouragement to take it even further…
Agree with everything here, and especially the idea that everywhere you look, everywhere you turn, there are strangers as sexually obsessed in the moment as I am.
Thank you so much James! Yes, I love experimenting by myself, mainly because no man has ever finished what he started. If you tell them that, they get all huffy, and have even had one say to me “are you done yet?”. So if I was going to be with someone, I’d either get done myself before they arrive, or wait till they were asleep and go off by myself and finish then. So I prefer to make things fun for me at the moment. I have joined a local online swingers site… I don’t plan to meet anyone off there, not really into the casual sex scene any more for the above reasons. But I love swapping emails with both males and females off there, knowing that some of them are local, and that the woman who smiled at me in the coffee shop, could be the one I wrote to yesterday telling her about how I would love to tease her with my fingers while she is sitting in the food court. Makes it more fun to go out, to confess to local people what you’re up to. Another thing I do occasionally, which is gonna bite me in the ass one day… is text a local tradie something dirty. Will find a cellphone number for a mechanic in the phone book, and send him an accidental kinky text. If I get an angry response or he tries to call, “oops, sorry, i got the wrong number”. If he plays the game, and just texts back without asking for pics, I will get it going with him. 🙂
I know very little about sext messages, but I find the notion of you “prank” sexting both as an exhibitionist and as a way to actually engage with someone as incredibly creative and incredibly sexy. Talk about brightening up someones day like you wouldn’t believe!
Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn’t. But before I send the text out, I like to be at least ninety-five percent sure it will go to a man, which is why I use the phone book and choose tradesmen. There was one guy who played for a while, was lovely getting sext messages while I was down at the mall, or in the movies! And no, before you ask. Our movie theater is a virgin in relation to me… but I have plans for it later on down the line. Perhaps after the school holidays I will take my grocery shopping rabbit, and make it a movie going rabbit. Actually, yes, this is what I will do! Most movies go for almost two hours, will be incredible, sitting amongst those people, and I will make sure to sit within a ten seat radius from someone. Ideally a single man, but I’m going ahead with that in ideal circumstances or not. 🙂 There’s 16 days until I can do this, so plenty of time to plan it out.