I understand! And like you, I want it all.

Give away. It is a more open, experiential, blissful place for me. Also, where it have the strongest experience of my femininity.

I don’t know that I would only ever want that, maybe it is the contrast, that creases the appeal of a thing, maybe not.

I also don’t like to take any experience off the table, I think perspective is so important, and one learns and grows so much when they incorporate new experiences and perspectives. It sheds light in everything else, it open your heart to new, and different.