Was on the train coming home tonight. Sitting directly across from me was this really tall cut, muscular man, angular probably late thirties head and face clean shaven. He looked like a futuristic warrior and I couldn’t help but think about what it would be like to be fucked by him, to touch and feel his density and all the potential strength in his body. He was playing a video game so i could stare at him blatantly, openly moving my eyes over his body the way i wanted to move my hands over it. He had his backpack on his lap so everything from the bottom of his ribs to his knees was basically blocked from view. When he stood to get off at his stop he dropped the backpack down at his side and I saw the rest of him… Wow! Even more perfect and sculpted and beautifully formed than I expected. I watched him all the way out past the point when i had to turn my head and lean to continue. When the door closed I mumbled,’ god damn’ and looked up. An older Asian man had been watching me. He gave me a very disapproving smirk and head shake. I gave him a perfectly luminous smile.